Yesterday is a public holiday so i went to ktv with this guy who is avg looking guy but this guy is very sweet during our singing he actually rub my hand to make me feel warm coz my hand is very cold...he also used his finger to wrote a love shape on my hand...it is so long since i get this feeling again...after which we went to maxwell market for dinner after which he bought me to the mount faber park there we climb up the mountain....at the hill top he actually hug me from behind while we watch the scenery from the top...so sweet rite that is not all he actually kiss me and strangely i allow him to do so and we had some passionate kiss maybe because i kinda of like him how i wish tat moment will nver end i dun know whether he is serious with me anot of coz i do hoped he is serious eventually we will be together as a term i just hoped that i will not be hurt anymore

Its been quite some time that i nver login my blog...well today is the 26th two weeks after my broke up yes i m getting better as time goes by...always get myself busy and try to think of it anymore..I guess i have to move on.. ya got afew suitor now but i will observe properly not to let the history repeat itself coz i had been hurt enough although we together for one mth plus but the hurt is equavalent to years of hurting...just hoped for the best for my new love life hopefully not long before i can annouced here that i m attached again..by the way i no longer contact with him anymore...my frd say i m cruel but think about it who is more cruel? even as friend with him i cannot also even make me a fool by doing so...

I m listening to britney spears from the bottom of my broken heart well it is very suitable for my feeling now...i know it is been sometimes since i break up it is healing but i dun know i still miss him very much but i try not to..maybe he already forget me and move on with life already y m i still so stupid still think of him for what he treated me this way he let me down...i still visit the garden whenever times allow....guess what during valentines day i went back sit there til 11pm plus then i went home alot of couple was there as well only i m alone there in my heart how much i wish he show up also..but nver even time may find me somebody new but i think i really fall for him and now is very hard to redraw myself i try to be callous to him..in my heart i never wanted to i myself is more reluctant to do so.. although i may not be with him..i still wish him happy and in gd health then i will be content..

Today is a fine saturday very rush for me early in the morning i wake up already then rush to my frds place to collect stuff after which took me more then one hrs to get a cab and i m late for my gym session in the end my frd leave coz he needs to rush for for an badminton session the weather is not that gd also now i m having flu and high fever feeling terrible now...dizzy feeling like puking no appetite haha i may seen so fit in my outlook but yet i m so weak inside..recently keep on falling sick guess the dog's years really not a gd yrs for me i guess alot of bad thing is lining up for me....